Mother God

If I was  Mother God
I'd want you to know that
You are not your body
You are not your mind
That you are consciousness
Pure pulsating aliveness
Having the experience
Dreaming
Of being a person
Of having autonomy

Like an actor
Who plays a part in a play
And forgets she is acting
So completely immersed 
In the part, in the story
In the experience
Feeling all the emotions
Forgetting the truth, the reality
Of being My child
Of being Me

All suffering comes from 
This forgetting
From dreaming you are
An individual self
All seeking, desires, striving
Is to try to get back to Me
For opposites to collapse
For dualism
To be one

There are no separate selves
You are all connected
On one big web
Like puppets on a string
There is no free will
What someone dreams
Someone else acts out
Only at death 
Can you leave the karmic web
Or you can wake up
And disengage, unplug

As Mother God
I'd want to show you
That there is no linear time
No past or future
Only infinity
Only potentiality
Only the creative dance
Life without suffering
Is found only
On the vertical path
Into the depths of your being
Where all are connected as One

As Mother God
I would take away your words
Your symbols
They have built
A false world
To keep you asleep
In the illusive dream
Which uses the fear of death
To keep you
From waking up 
And remembering

Lost in this word web
Of opposites
Ping ponging between
Good/bad, he/she
Life/death, love/hate
The path Home
Remains obscured
But the knowing
Is ever present
In your stillness
In your depths

Once you glimpse
My Mother God rays
And feel My Mother God waves
Once you become conscious enough
The real battle begins
Will you fall back asleep
Or will you fight to stay awake
You thought you were
A whole being named so and so
Separate from This
From Me
But now you see the split
The fragmentation 
The false story

As Mother God
It may seem harsh
To have left you dreaming
To leave you suffering
But I am only capable of Love
The fight, the battle
To awaken to Love
To your true self
Ensures staying awake
Never succumbing 
To the dream again
Never suffering again

Welcome home
To the ever expanding 
Ever evolving
Never ending
Realm Of Mother God