
I lost me when I fell through the spaces between words
When I fell into the cauldron of pure potentia—where all is possible
I lost the limited notion I had of myself
I lost woman, mother, sister, nurse, artist, healer, friend, lover
And all the other labels I wore for awhile
And it was painful, and I did grieve
As my too tight skin had to be shed
As my too small vessel shattered into a million pieces
To make room for that which cannot be contained
And I tried to recreate myself but the masks wouldn’t stick
And I was left with an invisible face
And a container that holds only you.
©2014 bjbeyers